i keep saying things like "a lot of stuff is going on" and "i have things to say" but then i never seem to write it all out. writing it down makes it real and although i thought i had gotten over this ages ago, i can't bring myself to talk openly about what's happening ( Read more... )

the outcome of this is that my mom and dad will never financially recover from this. every day things are changing. i feel like i cried all of yesterday. i know that i woke up this morning by rushing into the washroom to puke. i'm not sick, i just got myself into such a frenzy ( Read more... )

as of 9am this morning, they announced that my dad's company was shutting down the woodstock plant. he's out of a job ( Read more... )

posting 2-3 times a day and then i take a couple days away. . .it feels strange ( Read more... )